快乐不要死

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我每天早上都在被窝里挣扎

每天都坐在最前排看着飞扬的粉笔屑

每天都坐着来来回回的拥挤的汽车

每天都回家对着电脑发呆..

每一天.无论我做什么事

无时无刻 都能感受到自己的忧伤

那一天我经过一个垃圾坟堆场 看到路边躺着一只黑色的小猫口里吐着血

我把牠扔在塑料袋里带了回家 拿回家后我将牠丢在了桌上端详了一下

发现牠的眼球是黑色的 没有眼珠只有两只乌黑的眼球睁得大大得

眼睛里让人看不穿的空洞 后来牠死了

然后我把我所有的忧伤填在了牠的体内

用头发丝将肚皮缝起来 帮牠起个名字 快乐

快乐又活了 但仍是奄奄一息 躺在窗台上眨着乌黑的大眼睛

灰蒙蒙的天下起了一场雨把快乐黑色的毛淋得湿透

牠用那双黑色的眼睛盯着我在窗台上来来回回走着

然后快乐开始呕吐 快乐把我所有的忧伤都吐了出来之后死了

房间里顿时充斥了呕吐物的味道

我知道我错了 但我没有害死快乐 我的快乐早就死了